The Pain Inside

This pain I feel inside I can no longer hide.
Because of you I just wanna die,
you told me you would always be here and never let me fall
why did you lie,
you denied me just because I was who I wanted to be,
I couldn't be happy,
I felt like nothing.
Remember when you said you wished I was dead,
I still keep that memory in my head,
you put me out on the streets with nothing,
you caused so much hate in me
I'm not the person who I use to be,
you changed me,
you turned the family against me,
I wish you could see how much I'm suffering,
how much I feel lonely
I wish I could be somebody important to you,
but I know that wish would never come true.